Friday, July 28, 2006

Two Years Ago, A Light Went Out...

... and my heart was broken, on July 28, 2004. That was the day my beloved soulmate of 19 years, Rory, was taken from me. Heaven welcomed Rory that fateful day. I sit here two years later, not knowing why my heart feels so heavy, when I know that he doesn't hurt anymore.

This year, so much has happened. I graduated, my grandson was born, and I have restarted my life in a new direction. Yet I think back and miss him so, so much. My heart aches everytime I think of him. I miss his smile, his jokes, his ability to make magic (Yeah, Rory was a magician). I miss his smell. I had his pillowcase for the longest time, unwashed, because it still smelled like him. But my nana was right. The smell fades. And in time, goes away. The hurt doesn't.

But most of all, I miss him next to me, in my bed, every night, cuddling me. I still feel like he will be right next to me when I wake up. And of course, he isn't.

God, my heart aches.

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Wednesday, July 26, 2006

Updates

Well, I am back to work, sort of. For my day job, I am working through a temp firm, at a local blood bank. Not quite what I want to do for a long time, but it is money at the moment. I am looking at other positions, and have one in mind specifically that I am hoping I get. If I get it, I will let you all know more about it, but I don't want to jinx it! I am still working for the Rivercats as well, and trying to pick up extra shifts any time I can get.

Diana and Jon sent me more pictures of Jonny. They are all doing well. Here is one of the pictures:



Isn't his smile cute??? I want to go visit soooo bad!

David is still working at a local big and tall mens store. He likes the work. He and Candace are still together, and doing well.

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Saturday, July 22, 2006

Heat, heat, and more heat

Anyone in the Sacramento area will tell you that it gets hot here in the summer. Temps in the 90's and occasionally in the 100's are not uncommon in July and August. However, we have had 10 straight days of temps over 100.

Right now, at 2:44 in the afternoon, it is already 108 today. Expected high is 114. We may actually go over that as well. Temps in the 110's are killer temps anywhere. Heat exhaustion can quickly lead to heat stroke, which is imminently life-threatening. Your body literally goes to 107-108 degrees, and you cook in your own body. People die from this. And not just the elderly. A 34 year old man may have died the other day down in Fresno due to heat stroke.

Stay hydrated, everyone! Stay safe!

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Sunday, July 16, 2006

Sadness and Loss

A little over weeks ago, a friend of mine and his wife had their first child together. This little guy was born at 28 weeks. He was actually doing very well for a preemie born at his gestation. A few days ago, he was diagnosed with a digestive complication that occurs in a lot of very early preemies (Necrotizing Enterocolitis). Unfortunately, the infection from this eventually overpowered this little guy, and he lost his battle on Friday. His parents only got to hold him early last week for the first time. A lot of us have been praying for all three of them, that they would get through this. Please, everyone, keep Steve and Nicole in your prayers while they now deal with the loss of their son.

Saturday, July 15, 2006

What if gasoline disappeared tomorrow?


At least in terms of you and I as consumers. Or if it suddenly went to, say, $10 a gallon. What would you do?

I have had a chance to give this question some thought. My month-and-a-half experience without my car, courtesy that unlicensed, uninsured driver, made me keenly aware of mass transit. Could I do it? Yes. And it wouldn't be that difficult. Mass transit up here isn't perfect, but with my bike, I can get to many places rather easily. Now, I haven't done this in 100 degree weather, or in the rain, two situations that can make riding a bike problematic. But I see others riding in those situations all the time. So, it is do-able. It would certainly take me more time to get where I need to go. I would certainly have to time my shopping more carefully; I would more than likely shop much closer to home most of the time.

And yes, I have to admit, since I got my car back, my bike hasn't seen much of me lately.

How about you? Could you, or will you manage using mass transit, ride-sharing, walking, biking, or other methods to get where you go daily? I ask this question more to get everyone thinking, than in just answer gathering, but I really am interested in your response. Since gasoline is not lowering in price, but going up, it is one to think of. If you are in another country where the price is already equivalent to $10 a gallon, chime in. What do you do?

BTW, crude oil hit $78 a barrel yesterday, briefly. The last time it was this high (in today's dollars) was 1983. For those that remember it (I do) during the 1970's, remember odd and even days in CA? Remember the gas lines?

Addendum: Shortly after posting this, I found the following article:

Oil's steady march to $80 fails to shock

(I don't know about you, but it shocked the hell out of me)

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Wednesday, July 12, 2006

Light at the end of the tunnel

Today, I start my new life. I received a phone call yesterday, offering me a position (temporary as it is) working in a lab. FINALLY. I start today. I've only been looking since May. It doesn't pay much, and it is the evening shift, but it is a start, which is what I needed. And a possible segway into another position in a few weeks. A new start for my new life in the sciences. In time, I will get where I want to go... better pay... getting into a P.A. program in time... a better life.

Cheers!

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Sunday, July 09, 2006

Still looking for work

I love working for the Rivercats. They are a great organization, and made me feel like family, especially when Rory passed away back in 2004. However, working there doesn't pay the bills, baseball being seasonal and very part time. So, since graduating, I have been looking for a position in a scientific venue, whether it be working for a company, the state, the feds... someone. So far, I have had a few interviews, but no offers. Money is really getting tight right now, folk.

So, if you are reading this, and you know of a position open for a biologist with microbiology concentration, a LOT of computer knowledge, who isn't afraid to get her hands dirty (I always prefer clean!), please download my resume and call. It is just under my picture to the right. I am available immediately.

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Tuesday, July 04, 2006

Happy Independence Day!

On this day, 230 years since we declared our independence from England, and its tyrrany, we stand together in celebration of our freedom, grateful for those who serve in our military and in civilian corps, and who remain available every day and night to defend and protect our United States of America, as well as help in times of disaster and need on our own soil.

Personally, I was not allowed to enter the military when I was old enough, due, ironically, to a medical condition, that I could aquire in the military, but not before entering. So, eventually I found my calling in disaster medicine, as a member of DMAT CA-11. I have two brothers who are in the military, one in the Army NG (after serving 9 years in active duty), and the other in the Air Force, currently stationed in South Korea. All three of us feel very privileged to be available to our country at any time.

Below is the text of the Declaration of Independence. Many of you may not have read this since you were in school. I suggest you read it again, as a reminder of what our forefathers said and did to ensure our freedom to this day. And what we must to do to continue these freedoms.

Please, enjoy today with family and friends!



IN CONGRESS, July 4, 1776.
A DECLARATION
By the REPRESENTATIVES of the
UNITED STATES OF AMERICA,
In GENERAL CONGRESS assembled


When in the Course of human Events, it becomes necessary for one People to dissolve the Political Bands which have connected them with another, and to assume among the Powers of the Earth, the separate and equal Station to which the Laws of Nature and of Nature's God entitle them, a decent Respect to the Opinions of Mankind requires that they should declare the causes which impel them to the Separation.

We hold these Truths to be self-evident, that all Men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty, and the Pursuit of Happiness-That to secure these Rights, Governments are instituted among Men, deriving their just Powers from the Consent of the Governed, that whenever any Form of Government becomes destructive of these Ends, it is the Right of the People to alter or to abolish it, and to institute new Government, laying its Foundation on such Principles, and organizing its Powers in
such Form, as to them shall seem most likely to effect their Safety and Happiness. Prudence, indeed, will dictate that Governments long established should not be changed for light and transient Causes; and accordingly all Experience hath shewn, that Mankind are more disposed to suffer, while Evils are sufferable, than to right themselves by abolishing the Forms to which they are accustomed. But when a long
Train of Abuses and Usurpations, pursuing invariably the same Object, evinces a Design to reduce them under absolute Despotism, it is their Right, it is their Duty, to throw off such Government, and to provide new Guards for their future Security. Such has been the patient Sufferance of these Colonies; and such is now the Necessity which constrains them to alter their former Systems of Government. The History of the present King of Great-Britain is a History of repeated Injuries and Usurpations, all having in direct Object the Establishment of an absolute Tyranny over these States. To prove this, let Facts be submitted to a candid World.

He has refused his Assent to Laws, the most wholesome and necessary for the public Good.

He has forbidden his Governors to pass Laws of immediate and pressing Importance, unless suspended in their Operation till his Assent should be obtained; and when so suspended, he has utterly neglected to attend to them.

He has refused to pass other Laws for the Accommodation of large Districts of People, unless those People would relinquish the Right of Representation in the Legislature, a Right inestimable to them, and formidable to Tyrants only.

He has called together Legislative Bodies at Places unusual, uncomfortable , and distant from the Depository of their Public Records, for the sole Purpose of fatiguing them into Compliance with his Measures.

He has dissolved Representative Houses repeatedly, for opposing with manly Firmness his Invasions on the Rights of the People.

He has refused for a long Time, after such Dissolutions, to cause others to be elected; whereby the Legislative Powers, incapable of Annihilation, have returned to the People at large for their exercise; the State remaining in the mean time exposed to all the Dangers of Invasion from without, and Convulsions within.

He has endeavoured to prevent the Population of these States; for that Purpose obstructing the Laws for Naturalization of Foreigners; refusing to pass others to encourage their Migrations hither, and raising the Conditions of new Appropriations of Lands.

He has obstructed the Administration of Justice, by refusing his Assent to Laws for establishing Judiciary Powers.

He has made Judges dependent on his Will alone, for the Tenure of their Offices, and the Amount and payment of their Salaries.

He has erected a Multitude of new Offices, and sent hither Swarms of Officers to harrass our People, and eat out their Substance.

He has kept among us, in Times of Peace, Standing Armies, without the consent of our Legislatures.

He has affected to render the Military independent of, and superior to the Civil Power.

He has combined with others to subject us to a Jurisdiction foreign to our Constitution, and unacknowledged by out Laws; giving his Assent to their Acts of pretended Legislation:

For quartering large Bodies of Armed Troops among us:

For protecting them, by a mock Trial, from Punishment for any Murders which they should commit on the Inhabitants of these States:

For Cutting off our Trade with all Parts of the World:

For imposing Taxes on us without our Consent:

For depriving us, in many Cases, of the Benefits of Trial by Jury:

For transporting us beyond Seas to be tried for pretended Offences:

For abolishing the free System of English Laws in a neighbouring Province, establishing therein an arbitrary Government, and enlarging its Boundaries, so as to render it at once an Example and fit Instrument for introducing the same absolute Rule into these Colonies:

For taking away our Charters, abolishing our most valuable Laws, and altering fundamentally the Forms of our Governments:

For suspending our own Legislatures, and declaring themselves invested with Power to legislate for us in all Cases whatsoever.

He has abdicated Government here, by declaring us out of his Protection and waging War against us.

He has plundered our Seas, ravaged our Coasts, burnt our towns, and destroyed the Lives of our People.

He is, at this Time, transporting large Armies of foreign Mercenaries to compleat the works of Death, Desolation, and Tyranny, already begun with circumstances of Cruelty and Perfidy, scarcely paralleled in the most barbarous Ages, and totally unworthy the Head of a civilized Nation.

He has constrained our fellow Citizens taken Captive on the high Seas to bear Arms against their Country, to become the Executioners of their Friends and Brethren, or to fall themselves by their Hands.

He has excited domestic Insurrections amongst us, and has endeavoured to bring on the Inhabitants of our Frontiers, the merciless Indian Savages, whose known Rule of Warfare, is an undistinguished Destruction, of all Ages, Sexes and Conditions.

In every stage of these Oppressions we have Petitioned for Redress in the most humble Terms: Our repeated Petitions have been answered only by repeated Injury. A Prince, whose Character is thus marked by every act which may define a Tyrant, is unfit to be the Ruler of a free People.

Nor have we been wanting in Attentions to our British Brethren. We have warned them from Time to Time of Attempts by their Legislature to extend an unwarrantable Jurisdiction over us. We have reminded them of the Circumstances of our Emigration and Settlement here. We have appealed to their native Justice and Magnanimity, and we have conjured them by the Ties of our common Kindred to disavow these Usurpations, which, would inevitably interrupt our Connections and Correspondence. They too have been deaf to the Voice of Justice and of Consanguinity. We must, therefore, acquiesce in the Necessity, which denounces our Separation, and hold them, as we hold the rest of Mankind, Enemies in War, in Peace, Friends.

We, therefore, the Representatives of the UNITED STATES OF AMERICA, in General Congress, Assembled, appealing to the Supreme Judge of the World for the Rectitude of our Intentions, do, in the Name, and by Authority of the good People of these Colonies, solemnly Publish and Declare, That these United Colonies are, and of Right ought to be, Free and Independent States; that they are absolved from all Allegiance to the British Crown, and that all political Connection between them and the State of Great-Britain, is and ought to be totally dissolved; and that as Free and Independent States, they have full Power to levy War, conclude Peace, contract Alliances, establish Commerce, and to do all other Acts and Things which Independent States may of right do. And for the support of this declaration, with a firm Reliance on the Protection of divine Providence, we mutually pledge to each other our lives, our
Fortunes, and our sacred Honor.

JOHN HANCOCK, President

Attest.
CHARLES THOMSON, Secretary.

SIGNERS

Adams, John MA Lawyer
Adams, Samuel MA Political leader
Bartlett, Josiah NH Physician, Judge
Braxton, Carter VA Farmer
Carroll, Charles of Carrollton MD Lawyer
Chase, Samuel MD Judge
Clark, Abraham NJ Surveyor
Clymer, George PA Merchant
Ellery, William RI Lawyer
Floyd, William NY Soldier
Franklin, Benjamin PA Printer, Publisher
Gerry, Elbridge MA Merchant
Gwinnett, Button GA Merchant
Hall, Lyman GA Physician
Hancock, John MA Merchant
Harrison, Benjamin VA Farmer
Hart, John NJ Farmer
Hewes, Joseph NC Merchant
Heyward, Thomas Jr. SC Lawyer, Farmer
Hooper, William NC Lawyer
Hopkins, Stephen RI Judge, Educator
Hopkinson, Francis NJ Judge, Author
Huntington, Samuel CT Judge
Jefferson, Thomas VA Lawyer
Lee, Francis Lightfoot VA Farmer
Lee, Richard Henry VA Farmer
Lewis, Francis NY Merchant
Livingston, Philip NY Merchant
Lynch, Thomas Jr. SC Farmer
McKean, Thomas DE Lawyer
Middleton, Arthur SC Farmer
Morris, Lewis NY Farmer
Morris, Robert PA Merchant
Morton, John PA Judge
Nelson, Thomas Jr. VA Farmer
Paca, William MD Judge
Paine, Robert Treat MA Judge
Penn, John NC Lawyer
Read, George DE Judge
Rodney, Caesar DE Judge
Ross, George PA Judge
Rush, Benjamin PA Physician
Rutledge, Edward SC Lawyer
Sherman, Roger CT Lawyer
Smith, James PA Lawyer
Stockton, Richard NJ Lawyer
Stone, Thomas MD Lawyer
Taylor, George PA Ironmaster
Thornton, Matthew NH Physician
Walter, George GA Judge
Whipple, William NH Merchant, Judge
Williams, William CT Merchant
Wilson, James PA Judge
Witherspoon, John NJ Educator
Wolcott, Oliver CT Judge
Wythe, George VA Lawyer

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Monday, July 03, 2006

This picture states it all

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Saturday, July 01, 2006

Using your cell phone while driving => drunk driving

Those of you who have been following the story about my accident know that the driver who hit me was on her cell phone when she hit me. Now the rest of you do.

A study, just finalized, shows that using a cell phone while driving, even when using a handsfree system, is equivalent to, or worse than, drunk driving.

Follow the link below to learn more.

http://news.com.com/2061-10801_3-6090342.html?part=rss&tag=6090342&subj=news