Today would have been 22 years of wonderful marriage for Rory and I. Each October is very difficult for me since Rory died, especially when this day approaches. I still wonder what my life would be like with him here beside me, rather than alone. Yes, I know I wouldn't be where I am. But still... I'd trade this current life for him in a split second... if he wouldn't be in pain. God, I miss him.
His love wove its way into me
He won me with time... and persistance
His heart was bigger than his body
His soul was a part of me... and mine a part of his
I had him for 22 years
He has me forever
Our children got to know
The man I came to love
He saw grow and love themselves
He saw them become
He stayed for them... not for me
But his love stays on forever
His last breathe came
A day two years ago
His last heartbeat
Recorded always in my mind
He showed his love... with a touch
He said goodbye... without a word
On this day, the day we wed
I sit here weeping and thinking
Remembering and loving
His days on Earth I always cherish
And I know that my soulmate is waiting for me
For the day I return to him
--- Renee Roberts
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