Heaven's Children

My cousin's recently miscarried her son, and yesterday they held the service for Nathaniel. His premature death has made me think a lot lately. This thinking finally came to fruition via a small poem/story I title simply, "Heaven's Children":

Heaven’s Children

When a child does not make it to birth, we always ask “Why?…”

One question that comes to mind is, “Why does the Lord call them home so early?”

- Is it because He saw something special in them to begin with?
- Is it because He knew those perfectly untainted children have unique views?
- Is it because He knew they would have overwhelming problems after birth?
- Is it because He heard they needed special protection that this earthly life could not provide?

My own twin son did not make it to birth. He never made it past the first trimester. That was over 21 years ago. Only my husband and I know the personal feelings we had about this. Back then, they didn’t even acknowledge that my son was a twin until after he was born. It never was documented, so only my husband and I (and the doctor attending) know for sure. For years, I blocked that pain, not accepting it. That changed after my husband passed away. I began to look inward at myself. And at some forgotten things, including my son that never made the journey through birth and childhood.

My personal view is that the child not meant for life on Earth, has been granted a very special place in Heaven, to be cared for by our Heavenly Father. They are never tainted, never needing forgiveness. They are, truly, Heaven’s Children.

Renee Roberts, 2007

Note to my cousin: I know your heart and arms ache so much right now. Rest assured, it will ease... in time. We are all here to support you. Please let me know if there is anything I can do for you or your family.